I Will Remember Pt 2
Devastating Diagnosis
Memories are imprinted on the
brain like data on a hard drive. All the information Andrew
had downloaded before the tumor (autobiographical details,
motor skills and what he learned in school) was intact. But
the tumor had damaged the software used to save new
information, which is why the amnesia became glaringly
obvious only when he was at college, in an unfamiliar
environment.
Doctors removed part of the
tumor and zapped the rest with radiation, leaving Andrew so
sick that he dropped 30 pounds. The cancer was gone, but
his relief was short-lived, as he was told he'd probably
never return to school. He had an above-average verbal IQ
of 120, but his memory recall score was 68, comparable with
that of a person who is developmentally challenged. His
only career option would likely be a highly supervised
manual-labor job.

Photographed
by Stephanie Kuykendal
Andrew
crammed for 12 hours a day, breaking only
for meals.
"Even as they told me
this, I knew I wanted to try to go back to school,"
Andrew says. "I didn't know if I could do it, but I
was really motivated. I wanted to give it all I
could to get my memory back."
His parents feared he
was setting himself up for failure and asked him to
check with his doctors, neuropsychologist Dustin
Gordon, then a post-doctoral fellow, and his
supervisor, Schretlen. Andrew was looking for a way
to retrain his brain and improve his memory. The
doctors had rarely seen someone so determined, so
they agreed to devise strategies to help Andrew
absorb information in class and while studying, as
well as techniques for organizing his thoughts so
he could write papers. He would have to work ten
times harder than other students and, if he became
overwhelmed, possibly have to quit
school.
Andrew began by
auditing an English class at nearby Howard
Community College. Eventually he discovered that
reading things at least five times increased his
chance of retaining information. In class, he wrote
detailed notes, and a note taker supplemented what
he missed. He reread his notes several times a day,
then retyped them and the textbook material. He
crammed 12 hours a day, seven days a week, breaking
only for class, meals or a workout. To remember
lists and data, he used acronyms and
mnemonics.
When he took the
class for credit the next semester, he got an A. "I
was happy," he says, "but unsure how I'd do in my
other classes." He enrolled at the University of
Maryland, Baltimore County, taking just one or two
courses a semester toward a bachelor's of science
in health policy and administration.
While he'd found a
way to compensate in the classroom, everyday life
was still a challenge. He carried maps and lists
when he went to the store, but one night, after
leaving a Baltimore bar, he roamed the streets for
hours. It was 3 a.m. when he finally found the lot
where he'd parked. He now has a GPS on his cell and
carries digital devices for recording
reminders.
Andrew stuck with his
program, and in May 2007, at age 29, more than a
decade after he began, he got a standing ovation as
he graduated with a 4.0.
Six months later,
Andrew is at his desk in the offices of Erickson
Retirement Communities in Catonsville, Baltimore,
where he works as an operations associate. He'd
told his future boss, Russ Caccamisi, about his
memory problem during the interview. "It didn't
concern me," Caccamisi says. "Those ten years in
school showed Andrew's perseverance." He still uses
the strategies from college, along with computer
calendar reminders and the tools we all rely on to
organize our frenzied lives. "What works best is
repetition and using more than one way to remember
something," Andrew says. "I'll write it, say it,
record it and listen to it."
Of course, an
imperfect memory is still frustrating. He likes
movies but loses track of plots. He vaguely
remembers a family trip to Hawaii and is trying to
convince his parents that they should return. Then
there are his beloved Redskins. Though he can't
remember scores, he could tell you if they won. And
when they lose? Sometimes, he says, it's good to
forget.
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